My older stepbrother is getting really serious about his girlfriend. We used to spend the entire weekend together, the family joked that we were fat as thieves. My friends date guys, but I’ve never been interested in anyone else but him. I’m starting to think I might be jealous of his girlfriend, not only does she steal my time, but what does he do with her? Does he wrap his arms around her when they watch a movie together? Does he hold her when she’s blue? Does he kiss her soft and sweet like he does with me? Does he have sex with her?
I’ve had these nagging thoughts for a long time and I used to be ashamed of them, but I’m not anymore. I’m in love with him and I need to know if he’s in love with me. I’m not the kind of girl who plans to prove her love to a boy by throwing her handkerchief on the floor in the hope that he’ll pick it up. I am a cat and he is MY mouse. I will have him, my brother will be mine. I will look for an opportunity as soon as possible and take advantage of it.
